Sunday, November 21, 2004
suddenly i feel a void inside of me.
it feels weird that there isnt anything for me to study
like usually there is holiday homework
but now it feels like there isnt anything to do at night
which is usually the time when i satrt doing work.
not that im complaining abt this new found freedom in my life
but somehow after u have been slogging hard for a yr
and life suddenly comes to a stand still..
aiya need time to adjust lah
so i have been a couch potato this entire weekend
esp today when i just sat in front of the tv
and snacked all through the afternoon.
managed to pack some stuff in my rm
but i think that is perhaps 1/5 of the stuff
i even found sec 1 and 2 worksheets
and there are still the many textbooks
waiting for me to pack and donate/ sell/ throw
perhaps i can revamp my rm!
speaking of which, i need to get back to exercising
cant believe that i put on 2 kg during this whole period
and mt knees, hips, joints always crack when
i get up after sitting down too long
that is like a very bad sign!
but besides jogging and swimming
there isnt anything for me to do
i need to revamp my blog too
dunno what happened to the pic
but am too lazy to see what is happening
might as weel just do a new one
come to think of it
my tagboard has become like stagnant water
oh wells..
Just The Girl @
10:46 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
things i wanna do after the Os:
- shopping!
- flying out of S'pore (holiday)!
- burn/throw books and notes
- pack my disastrously messy table
- experiment with make-up for grad night
- pack my cupboard
- send lotsa digi photos for printing
- sort photos into albums
- bake cookies
- watch vcd/movies
Just The Girl @
4:57 PM
Friday, November 05, 2004
i cant believe that i actually managed to survive
through this whole wk of gruelling
mental and emotional torture.
esp yesterday's full 10 hrs of maths and lit papers
seriously i was like a zombie after yesterday and
even had a terrible headache.
i have to admit that i wouldnt have been able to go
through all these without my friends' support.
i mean everybody had to exp this and it kinda feels
comforting to be able to study together
and help each other out.
This isnt any more abt who gets the higher A1
and competing who has a better score
but rather a journey and a process to get there,
together.
every time i see jnrs in sch training for mini com
a sense of nostalgia washes over me.
i miss my sec one days.
worries yes but days were filled with extreme fun
learning new stuff and getting all hyped up abt the com.
ignorance is bliss.
it is kinda ironic that sometimes i want to grow up fast
yet i want to remain as i am or to go back to the past.
16 yrs have passed and that was like in a flash.
just when i thought my nephew was just born prematurely
he has grown up to be a 2 yr old
kid who is able to copy whatever u say.
Just The Girl @
6:51 PM
